Rach!
Of course I remember you.
I am so so sorry about Lily. I used to love your little movies. I always remember the image of Lily in his towel.
I can understand how devastated you are. I know just how much Lily meant. Be gentle with yourself.
Lily is now munching away in the sunshine with no pain. Just remember he knew he was loved and you gave him a good life, Rach.
Take care xxx