[Merlin M]

Thanks, I am getting used to her not being about, I will always miss her!

We went away this weekend and it was rather nice not to have to worry about here while we we're away (I always have a sitter for her, usually one of my sisters so I knew she would be well cared for but I always was a worrier)

I am lucky really that she passed away before we had really settled in so it doesn't seem that odd her not being in the house (I think I would have gone mad in the flat as it would have been wrong without her there)

And I have never once thought I could have done anything different as I really believe there wasn't, it was her time and she went on her terms!